A Suicide Story
It’s over now. We
are talking for the last time. Never ever try to call me. I am never going to
see you again.
Although, she read it over and over again, it still was hard
for her to believe that her four-year-old relationship ended over an SMS.
“Meer ?... Meer!” her mom screamed from the dining
room.
“No dinner, Mom,” she replied. “I already had Maggi in the evening. I am
full.” The thoughts of Rohan still haunting her.
A perfect relationship had ended just like that. Too hard to
believe. Meer had tried calling Rohan many times but his cell was switched off.
And so were her senses.
‘I will end my life. I will jump off from the roof, that
will definitely kill me’ she thought, and typed an SMS to Rohan.
“I am leaving. Forever. Whenever you will read this sms, I
won’t be there to read your reply.
Lots of love…. Meer.”
She punched the send button.
Her Mom and Dad were already in their bedroom, while Dexter
slept in his home- a cardboard box. She couldn’t resist cuddling him for the
last time. He responded by wagging his tail slowly. His eyes were wide and
looked bigger than usual.
“I won’t be back,” she said with tears brimming from her
eyes. “I am going forever. Take care of
Mum and Dad. I will miss you. Love you Dex. ”Dexter responded by resting his
head on her hand.
She took keys of the roof from the key chain holder she’d
bought last week from Khan Market. She’d bought a Two Hearts Together picture
frame too, but that was of no use now. She slowly moved out from her flat,
making sure not to make any sound. With a heavy heart, teary eyes and soundless
steps, she started to climb up the stairs.
She lived on second floor, and their apartment was four
storeyed. It took her just five minutes
to reach the common roof. Her heartbeats increased when she saw the door
unlatched already, but she didn’t want to go back at any cost. She pushed it, and it opened with a little
screech. She turned around and looked down the stairs but no one showed up. She
let out a sigh of relief.
She peeped around to see anyone's presence, and her luck
favored. There was no one around. She checked
her cell phone for a reply, but there was none.
“How heartless! Now I will show him what I meant in his
life” she said looking down the roof.
‘It never looked that high from below but from here it’s
looking like 40 stories!’ she thought.
Parapets of the roof were around two and a half feet high,
but were low enough to climb up. So she pushed her legs a bit and next moment
she was there, about 40-50 feet from the ground. To the front was the unlit
Apsara apartments’ building, a flickering street light and a dustbin lying down
the road. The wind made her t-shirt flutter and a distant sound of a dog’s bark
sent a shiver to her spine.
‘Am I doing wrong?’ she thought for a while.
“Yes, you are,” a guttural voice came from her left. A guy,
nearly six feet tall, was standing upon the parapet, few feet from her. She
almost lost her balance, but she somehow managed to not to fall.
“Who are you? And what are you doing here? How did you know
what I am thinking?” she asked in a trembling voice. Fear of being caught engulfed her.
“I am Anjit. Insomniac, you know. I am just doing what I do
every night.” he replied while sitting down on the parapet and signaled her to
be seated as well. She sat there with a little hesitation, and he noticed that.
“So, what’s your plan? Do you think that falling from here
will actually kill you?” he asked without looking into her eyes.
“I wasn't trying to jump, I was just...” she said, trying to
sound confident but ended up mumbling to find more words.
“Oh, so you came here to take some fresh air, or maybe stalk
that guy who lives in Apsara’s 2B. Right?” he replied with a smirk on his face.
His hair was waving over his forehead, and his hands were tapping on the
parapet, making an atypical tune.
“It’s none of your business. I never saw you, who you are,
and how you came here? You must be a thief!” she said looking right into his
eyes.
“I stay at 4A, ever
came to fourth floor?” he replied looking right back in her eyes.
“Umm maybe,” she realized that it was really her first time
when she came up here.
“So, your boyfriend dumped you for some silly girl, who is
an inch taller than you but extra 5kgs make you
look shorter. And now you are the most depressed soul on earth, and you
want to shed that extra weight to make the planet lighter. Right?” he said in
flat tone.
“How do you know everything?” she couldn’t stop asking. He
literally knew everything.
“I just know. It
doesn’t matter how. Truth is what matters.” he replied while looking down at
street light. It wasn’t flickering anymore.
“I don’t want to live, and that’s what I want. A day
ago, we were happy together, and now
it’s all over. Why? He didn’t even feet the need to talk to me. That asshole
SMS’ed me. Could you believe a break up on SMS! How lame.” Tears found
their way down leaving marks on her dry cheeks.
“That’s all?” he asked while his eyes still focused on
street light.
“That’s all! Do you think something more can happen?” She
burst into tears. Her sobs turned into a loud cry.
“No, it’s hell that happened to you, but ending your life
only for this reason doesn’t seems reasonable enough,” he said as he turned to
look into her eyes. Street light flickered twice, and then became regular.
“Love sees no reasons, and a broken heart is beyond love
too.” She tried to throw some logic in her support, absurd though.
“Ha Ha Ha, which movie? From where did you learn so cheap a
line? Don’t tell me it is Cartoon Network,” and he burst into laughter.
“What the hell! Please go fuck yourself. My life is ruined
here, and you find it funny! What kind of a person are you?” Anger filled her
voice while her eyes were still brimmed with tears. Now more because of anger
than sadness.
“Chill, girl, chill. That’s what I am saying. It’s not funny at all. Do you know what will
happen when you jump from here?” he pointed down to the hard concrete floor.
“Yes, I will die instantly” she replied looking at the same
direction.
“No, you will not. It’s just 43 feet from ground. Atmost you
will get few major fractures, some blood-loss and a lot of pain, for next
months and an agony for a lifetime. Family will ask you why you did such a
foolish thing, but you won’t be able to reply because you will be in a trauma.
Months in the hospital, far from the outer world, no one to talk to, no one to
visit. You are okay with that, Right?” His voice was become deeper with every
sentence.
“Umm How do you know?” her voice was now trembling in fear.
“I just know, doesn’t matter how. Truth is what matters.” He
smiled looking into her eyes.
“I don’t know what to do” Her tears stopped for a while.
“Come down. We can
talk about it” He climbed down the roof and extended his hand to her. She held
his hand and came down the parapet.
“Thanks,” she said.
“For what?” he asked in a relaxed mood.
“For nothing,” she felt an urge to hug him, but she
refrained from it.
She ambled toward the door while he wasn’t looking in any
mood of going down. So she decided not to ask him anything.
“Good night, See ya” She waved at him from the door while he
smiled and waved back.
As she came back to her flat, Dexter welcomed her by his
wagging tail while she tiptoed to her room.
She was feeling lighter, in heart and in her soul. She
decided to visit Anjit in the morning and thank him again, and in no time she
slept like a baby, ignorant of her surrounding, ignorant of her pain.
“Meer, wake up beta,” Dad’s voice woke her up. She smiled
looking at him, and he smiled back.
“Dad, who lives in 4A?” she asked.
“It’s empty now; no one came to live there from a long.
Why?” he replied.
“What! No! It’s impossible!” she yelled, indeed a shocker
for her.
“What happened?” her
Dad asked, perturbed after her expression.
“What happened? Meer,
are you alright beta?” he asked after keeping his hand on her head.
She was still silent, looking blankly in dad’s eyes.
“You saw him?” he asked.
Her eyes brimmed with tears, and her face turned pale.
“Meer, did you?” he asked again.
“Hmm” she replied.
“Oh my poor girl, don’t worry, everything is alright. Daddy
is with you. Don’t worry.” She hugged her dad tight. She was shivering of fear,
clueless to reciprocate.
“Dad, who is he?” her voice trembled but now she was feeling
safe in dad’s embrace.
“They lived here years ago. His name was Anjit. People say
one night he was walking on roof and he fell off from the roof, and died
instantly. Some say it was an accident, while some say it was suicide. No one
knows the truth. And after that incident, many have seen him sitting on parapet
or walking on the roof. So no one goes there in the night. Where did you see
him?” he told her everything he knew about him.
“On the roof, I was feeling sleepless, so I thought…” she
agitatedly replied.
“You could have woken me up, beta. Don’t ever do such thing
again. I’ve never heard about him harming to anyone, but we never know.” he
kissed her forehead and told her to get ready.
Though her Dad’s words relaxed her, but it was hard to
believe that she was saved by a ghost!
She looked out of the window. It was raining, and mist has
covered the window glass. And a little smiley was clearly visible on the left
panel. She smiled back.
I want to thank Jasindah Meer for giving time to read the first draft and beautifully editing my rough work and allowing me to use her name as central character. (She won a contest on my profile :P )
Hope my story didn't waste your time.
AnSh :)
once again....good one...the ghost...;)
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Thanks da :)
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Deleteincredible and wonderfully writte;)
ReplyDeletenice one bhaiya....
ReplyDeleteThanks Eli :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Abhi :)
ReplyDeleteAwesome!!!
ReplyDeletenice story.. vivid description .. emotional ... kiddish .. far from reality .. free flowing .. smooth ... composed .. kul mila ke accha likha hai .. urban short and silly love stories are like this only .. dumb girls .. who feel that fb pe kisi ne remove kar diya to life khatam ho gayi .. bf ne cheat kar diya to . gosh mar jao .. kabhi life ka struggle dekha ho to life ki value maloom chale na .. mein hota to I would have pushed her ;) ( just kidding :D ) . . baki ek gana to banata hai yar .. anjit insomniac ke liye . . ( abe bhoot sote hain kya ??? :P )
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wo akhiri ka smile wala .. gajab tha .. :) imagine kiya maine .. mast laga .
ReplyDeleteThanks :)
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ReplyDeletegood to know you read and liked :)
and regarding Ghost's sleep, Ghosts never tell you they are ghost, do they?
hamare yahan to batate hain :D
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ReplyDeletebadiya..something that really touches..:)
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ReplyDeleteNice one Anjit....!!!!!!
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Deletesure, why not . :-)
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Thanks Jass :)
ReplyDeleteyes, right. Now even I can recall that scene
chilling but a friendly ghost. very meaningful story. from the beginning you know he is a ghost somehow it is chilling when you reveal it.
ReplyDeleteBalu
Thank you sir :-).
Deleteबिलकुल... कहानी ने कोई समय बर्बाद नहीं किया । यह एक छोटी फ़िल्म देखने से भू ज्यादा अच्छा था ।
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Very Very nice story. The end was superb.
ReplyDeleteVery very nice story. the end was superb. keep it up!
ReplyDeleteThanks Gaurav :-)
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DeleteGreat one dude.. Truly great..!!
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ReplyDeletethe story ws read wen i ws travelling back to my city wid my frnz after an amazing trip...and the story made our journey much more beautiful..and the story was really touching bhaiya...:)
ReplyDeleteThanks Husaina :)
ReplyDeleteWhen I was reading the story i found it more of like 1 of the scenes in titanic movie (when Rose decides to commit suicide n jack comes to save her) but in ur story the climax is more interesting than that of titanic..
ReplyDeleteWell Done Anjit, itz not only a beautiful story but Inspirational too :)
Thanks bhai :)
ReplyDelete10/10 sir
ReplyDeletejust amazing