I am What I am



I am - yeah what I am,

None cares or knows me,
My friends may forsake me like a memory lost,
I am the self-consumer of my woes,
They rise and disappear in insensible host,
Like shadows in love's frantic silent throes,
And yet I am, and live-like vapors toast,

Into the voidness of scorn and noise,
Into the living sea of awakening dreams,
Where there is neither sense of life or joys,
But the vast ruin of my life's esteem,
Even the dearest that I love the best,
Are strange-nay, rather, stranger than the rest.

I walked for scenes where man had never walked,
A place where I never smiled or wept,
there to stand with my creator God,
And could sleep as I in childhood pleasantly slept,
Untroubling and untroubled where I lie,
The grass below, above, the curved sky….



AnSh :)

Comments

  1. RISHI ROCKINGFriday, March 05, 2010 1:48:00 PM

    pitta hua aahsiq hai tu .gissa hua juta hai tu
    ab aur kya kahu tuje ,is duniya se achhuta hai tu

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  2. AnjitFriday, March 05, 2010 6:54:00 PM

    is it compliment bro :D
    he he

    yeah i am still raw and untouched by this cruel worlds
    but not to forget i have friends like you to keep me as i am...

    because I am what I am....

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